Thursday, August 13, 2009

Stuck In The Middle

Not gonna lie. . . i need a visit home soon. I'm really hoping to be able to go home for Christmas, but all those details are still up in the air. It's amazing how much distance moves your heart to fully appreciate family and friends.

Don't get me wrong, I STILL ABSOLUTELY LOVE living here. . . it's just hard on the heart when you can't just drive to see the people you love and go have coffee with them and just talk things out that you want to. PS: these time zones kill me still! No lie!

Some big things are going on in my mind right now. Some cause stress. Others cause the world class traveler in me to be tempted to take impromptu vacations. . . that would NOT make any sense at all. I think it's just my way of imagining that I can escape the things that DO cause the stress. Oh well. . . don't worry Spain, I'll be there someday, walking your streets and taking in the old world beauty :D

In other news, I've been really lucky to get to hang out more with my housemates lately. I heart them so so so so so so much! They are truly amazing women and they make my life fuller! Truly. If you ever find yourself in a spot where you feel like your life sucks, take into account all the people that surround you on a daily basis and ask yourself, "How much more awesome would my life be if I took time out of my so-called-busy life to actually get to know that person?" and do it. It makes such a huge difference!

This past week I've felt stuck in the middle of so many big decisions, and I know those will get resolved. I'm not worried about that. I just need to refocus and move forward. To all my friends who have been awesome at keeping in touch, THANK YOU SO MUCH! And for those who aren't as in touch, let's work together on this. :D

1 comment:

Joy.Mac said...

the people surrounding me all day: Me. I work from home. boooooring.

... don't die. Rita Srpinger is singing for some reason. i have my itunes on random - it's been a weird and great day of music. but just now... Rita broke in.

i feel like i'm at a Corum Deo in the youth building... and like the girls just raided me and desiree's closets for outfits.